June 2012
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May 2012
3 posts
April 2012
5 posts
Gratitude with fear.
I am grateful for…
1. Perfect timing. I love how things always fall into place. This weekend my cousin came up from NYC. I had nothing planned and he fit right into the schedule.
2. Visiting nostalgic places. I went to San Jose and was able to drive around to many places that hold many memories.
3. Massages. I love getting massages. They really are relaxing and good for you. Happens...
Lifted
I am very tired. I havent slept in about 24 hours now. I am starting to feel like my body is floating. Smiling right now for no reason. Super happy and feeling so free.
Worth it?
Ever have the question where you ask yourself is it worth it? Is this person worth my time? Am I worth other people’s time? Is life really worth living? I have had those questions many times. I still question some of them to this day. Just today I talked to a few good friends of mine and a very special person.
What I got from them is this. They are worth my time and make life worth...
Chunk!
I swear this girl is amazing! Thank you for being the best lady in DOC… Even though you are the only lady in DOC. ^__^ Smiles all around I say!
March 2012
7 posts
Truth
Most of our life we seek the truth. I do my best to always be honest and true to myself and everyone around me. I am very oblivious to what is in this world. Recently I was presented with one truth which I was not in search for. At least I was not looking for this particular truth. What is true and has been presented to me all my life I learn to accept. This recent one is no different. Yes the...
Gratitude Cold Nights
I am grateful for…
1. Getting to know more about friends whom are too close to me. I have been able to talk and hang out with a couple friends and it was a jolly good time.
2. Glitter. I love glitter, it makes everything sparkle.
3. Shazam. Thank you so much for helping me find music that I would like to have.
4. Friends, Family, and God are very important to me. I am getting back to...
A Message
You wait for that message. The message from that person or place. You eventually stop waiting because you end up losing hope. Then out of the blue you get that message. Might not fully be what you want to hear. Might be something wonderful. Could even be neutral as well.
I sit here still waiting for the message. Hopefully answers will follow. I will not lose hope and will be ready. The answer...
Lost
I used to pray every night to God. I used to believe in the power of friendship. There was also the power of love as well. These things have lost its luster. I feel lost. Where am I headed? What is guiding me there? Is there a God? My friends are they still there?
All these things I have an answer to. The answers I have are my own. To what extent are they true? Lately I have been feeling really...
No time for sleep!
I am at school and have not slept much at all last night. Thank you midterms! How is everything holding up for you guys? I hope well.
From a distance
Have you ever gone to a public place to observe the people around you and the surroundings? I have not had much time to do so in the recent months. Today however I am able to just sit an observe. There is much enjoyment I get from watching how others interact. There is a good amount of smiles and laughter. Right now I see this cute couple asleep with their heads on the table. A man is dancing to a...
Two Spirits
I have been feeling a roller coaster of emotions. Lately I have been stuck in this feeling of emptiness. No real motivation to move forward. Why is that? Of course it is because of the environment I am in and situations. I dug a little deeper. I looked inside myself and saw something.
I saw the two spirits that reside within. The spirit which is of joy, hope, and all things positive. Then there...
February 2012
6 posts
Strange.
I find it funny that a someone I know posted something I can closely relate to. I have great hope in people. Doing my best to always be optimistic and see the bright side of things. Unfortunately it is taking its toll on me. Nightmares have been visiting while I sleep. My guess it is because its my mind expressing all the negative energy I pretend to not exist. A few friends have really...
Gratitude.
I am grateful for…
1. Having a wonderful such a great person by my side. Thank you for always making me smile.
2. I love smelling the bay area air when I am not too close to the water but enough to get a nice sea breeze. Not too smelly but feel very refreshing.
3. Having a roof over my head. It has been super windy and cold lately. I am glad to be safe and warm in my apartment. I do...
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Just here.
January 2012
8 posts
Gratitude life saver.
I am grateful for…
1. Having good health. I am very lucky to have my health. I know someone with not much time to live. I really hope I am able to make a difference and help this person find a match. So very blessed to have my life.
2. Having options. There is always more than one way to get to your goal. I was able to see another way with the help of someone very dear to me.
3. Seeing...
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Gratitude. First of 2012.
I am grateful for…
1. The ability to read. I am reading some great books as of right now. Thank you to those teachers in grade school who taught me the basics.
2. Knowing that working hard can pay off. At times it seems like your effort in life seems like its not enough. Then one day it all comes together and it was not in vain.
3. Great food. Food is life and also pleasure. Thank you...
December 2011
6 posts
Gratitude note!
I am grateful for…
1. All types of insurance. I got dental work done and it cost 1400. I only had to pay 200. Thank you insurance!
2. The ability to feel. Looking back at when I lived with Henry it was different. I still remember the feeling. Strange how a change in your enviornment can change how you feel.
3. Songs I stumble upon that I have not heard in a long time. I was on youtube...
Truly blessed.
Ever notice that we only give appreciation during special holidays or events? Birthday is a time to appreciate life. Xmas is celebrating birth of Jesus and time with family. We tend to lose track of these things. What we really should be doing is show appreciation for family, friends, life, and all the good and bad things life has to offer. I admit that I do not show enough appreciation.
I write...
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No turning back
They can say the most wonderful words you just don’t understand I can show you the way, but I know you’ll never be there All the time, all the shine of your eyes I will never forget All I know there’s no time, there’s no life, there is no turning back
November 2011
5 posts
The truth.
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My mind is a little crooked at times, wirey if you will.
I swear I get lost and caught up in all the things I want out of this life. My emotions flip like a coin and I swear I’m losing my mind.
I do my best To have a great outlook on life but I’d be lying if I said I was happy all the times.
I don’t lose hope, but damn, I’m losing my mind.
Germany > America
As I was growing up I was taught about American history through grade school. I then went to college and learned more about American history. I also gained knowledge about world history. One of the biggest event that was recorded and spoke of was the Genocide of about 6 million Jewish people. Even till now cartoons joke about the the extermination of one race. One cartoon shows a tour given in...
Limitations
Do you avoid speaking your mind because you feel it might offend someone? I noticed I hold back on saying some things that would feel good to say out loud; yet I don’t because of the trouble it might cause around me. A Warrior of Light is silent and speaks when necessary. The things one has to say does not even need to be direct to a person. Example “The Raiders suck” saying that...
Cold
It sure has been cold lately here in Davis. I really enjoy the cold weather and walking around at night. I find that when it gets colder the world becomes a lot more peaceful. These days I feel I need this to contemplate many things. I have been getting colder on the inside. Not sure if it is resentment, or maybe I am just numb inside.
I come at a point where I just stop caring and say forget...
October 2011
5 posts
Someone from the past.
I currently should be studying for a midterm I have tomorrow yet I am too distracted. I keep thinking of the past. Of all the places I lived and all the people I encountered. Many of those places are still there but I am unable to go back to. Many people are there but those too are people who I am unable to see. As we get older all we do is gain this and lose that.
Why must life be like that? In...
Looking up
How fast the time goes in all our lives. It feels just like a few months ago since I left my home in American Canyon. Really it has been over a year and a half since I moved out. My friend is now selling that house and I am to help him move out this Saturday. I have so many fond memories there, and I thought I would one day return. Sadly just like every place I called home I am unable to call it...
Rain
It is finally here. As much as I love the sun and summer days, I do miss those rainy days. It is days like these where I can cuddle up with a book or just snuggle in a blanket and listen to the rain. There are a many good memories I have with rainy days. There are also sad memories on these days as well. One of my favorite things to do while it rains is listen to a few songs which helps me really...
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September 2011
10 posts
YaY! Beat those on that test!
I did well on my behavioral psychology quiz and test! Uber happy with that. Studied a good amount and the work paid off. Life is truly wonderful and can be if you do it right. Yes there are ups and downs, but that just helps give contrast.
Even with all the good things happening in my life I still feel like something is missing. Could it be my family? Could it be a friend who I miss? Maybe its...
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Hypocrite, liar, manipulative, weak, small-minded, irresponsible, divisive, cowardly, pious.
A short list of the things I despise in people. It blows my mind sometimes… are individuals really oblivious to their own worst qualities or are the weak-minded and manipulative parts so extreme that…