February 2012
6 posts
Strange.
I find it funny that a someone I know posted something I can closely relate to. I have great hope in people. Doing my best to always be optimistic and see the bright side of things. Unfortunately it is taking its toll on me. Nightmares have been visiting while I sleep. My guess it is because its my mind expressing all the negative energy I pretend to not exist. A few friends have really...
Gratitude.
I am grateful for…
1. Having a wonderful such a great person by my side. Thank you for always making me smile.
2. I love smelling the bay area air when I am not too close to the water but enough to get a nice sea breeze. Not too smelly but feel very refreshing.
3. Having a roof over my head. It has been super windy and cold lately. I am glad to be safe and warm in my apartment. I do...
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Just here.
January 2012
8 posts
Gratitude life saver.
I am grateful for…
1. Having good health. I am very lucky to have my health. I know someone with not much time to live. I really hope I am able to make a difference and help this person find a match. So very blessed to have my life.
2. Having options. There is always more than one way to get to your goal. I was able to see another way with the help of someone very dear to me.
3. Seeing...
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Gratitude. First of 2012.
I am grateful for…
1. The ability to read. I am reading some great books as of right now. Thank you to those teachers in grade school who taught me the basics.
2. Knowing that working hard can pay off. At times it seems like your effort in life seems like its not enough. Then one day it all comes together and it was not in vain.
3. Great food. Food is life and also pleasure. Thank you...
December 2011
6 posts
Gratitude note!
I am grateful for…
1. All types of insurance. I got dental work done and it cost 1400. I only had to pay 200. Thank you insurance!
2. The ability to feel. Looking back at when I lived with Henry it was different. I still remember the feeling. Strange how a change in your enviornment can change how you feel.
3. Songs I stumble upon that I have not heard in a long time. I was on youtube...
Truly blessed.
Ever notice that we only give appreciation during special holidays or events? Birthday is a time to appreciate life. Xmas is celebrating birth of Jesus and time with family. We tend to lose track of these things. What we really should be doing is show appreciation for family, friends, life, and all the good and bad things life has to offer. I admit that I do not show enough appreciation.
I write...
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No turning back
They can say the most wonderful words you just don’t understand I can show you the way, but I know you’ll never be there All the time, all the shine of your eyes I will never forget All I know there’s no time, there’s no life, there is no turning back
November 2011
5 posts
The truth.
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My mind is a little crooked at times, wirey if you will.
I swear I get lost and caught up in all the things I want out of this life. My emotions flip like a coin and I swear I’m losing my mind.
I do my best To have a great outlook on life but I’d be lying if I said I was happy all the times.
I don’t lose hope, but damn, I’m losing my mind.
Germany > America
As I was growing up I was taught about American history through grade school. I then went to college and learned more about American history. I also gained knowledge about world history. One of the biggest event that was recorded and spoke of was the Genocide of about 6 million Jewish people. Even till now cartoons joke about the the extermination of one race. One cartoon shows a tour given in...
Limitations
Do you avoid speaking your mind because you feel it might offend someone? I noticed I hold back on saying some things that would feel good to say out loud; yet I don’t because of the trouble it might cause around me. A Warrior of Light is silent and speaks when necessary. The things one has to say does not even need to be direct to a person. Example “The Raiders suck” saying that...
Cold
It sure has been cold lately here in Davis. I really enjoy the cold weather and walking around at night. I find that when it gets colder the world becomes a lot more peaceful. These days I feel I need this to contemplate many things. I have been getting colder on the inside. Not sure if it is resentment, or maybe I am just numb inside.
I come at a point where I just stop caring and say forget...
October 2011
5 posts
Someone from the past.
I currently should be studying for a midterm I have tomorrow yet I am too distracted. I keep thinking of the past. Of all the places I lived and all the people I encountered. Many of those places are still there but I am unable to go back to. Many people are there but those too are people who I am unable to see. As we get older all we do is gain this and lose that.
Why must life be like that? In...
Looking up
How fast the time goes in all our lives. It feels just like a few months ago since I left my home in American Canyon. Really it has been over a year and a half since I moved out. My friend is now selling that house and I am to help him move out this Saturday. I have so many fond memories there, and I thought I would one day return. Sadly just like every place I called home I am unable to call it...
Rain
It is finally here. As much as I love the sun and summer days, I do miss those rainy days. It is days like these where I can cuddle up with a book or just snuggle in a blanket and listen to the rain. There are a many good memories I have with rainy days. There are also sad memories on these days as well. One of my favorite things to do while it rains is listen to a few songs which helps me really...
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September 2011
10 posts
YaY! Beat those on that test!
I did well on my behavioral psychology quiz and test! Uber happy with that. Studied a good amount and the work paid off. Life is truly wonderful and can be if you do it right. Yes there are ups and downs, but that just helps give contrast.
Even with all the good things happening in my life I still feel like something is missing. Could it be my family? Could it be a friend who I miss? Maybe its...
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Hypocrite, liar, manipulative, weak, small-minded, irresponsible, divisive, cowardly, pious.
A short list of the things I despise in people. It blows my mind sometimes… are individuals really oblivious to their own worst qualities or are the weak-minded and manipulative parts so extreme that…
Great friends at B st. Bar.
Last night I went to a bar in Hayward. The bar was called B st. bar which is a place my friend Joe Z always went to and thought hey why not? My friends and I arrive at this chill joint with no more than about 15 people. The people were friendly and atmosphere was great. The crew and I ended up singing the night away until about 12 because we all had something to do the next day.
I drove all the...
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August 2011
1 post
Friends and enemies.
I am in a constant battle between the light and dark side of my self. My light is usually what is in control and I am a good person. Yet within me the darkness grows and waits for a moment when I am weak enough to take over. Can it be true that you can rid yourself of all the darkness within your soul? I do not believe you can. With out light you cannot have dark and vice versa.
The problem I...
July 2011
3 posts
Smile
I can’t help but smile. To be blessed with so many great people is truly a miracle. Davis you are such a great town and I wish my time here will last longer than just this last month. Music thank you very much for always finding new ways to make me smile and enjoy great tunes. Dear friend who posted the famous D.O.C. line “smirk and laughs” thank you; it really made my day so...
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Love and disposition
I care too much don’t I? Many people have told me I must not get too attached. Psychologists have told me that I must not let myself be in pain when others are not doing well. My field of profession that I am working towards is to become a psychologist. There must be a way for me to care and help without becoming too attached.
You see there are many people of whom I care for dearly with...
June 2011
6 posts
Run away
Some times I just want to run away n never come back.
I really hope I am strong enough.
I carry a heavy heart. I cry because I feel a bit empty. I know somethings missing yet I do not know exactly what it is. Reality is I pretty much do know what is missing. Denial is so much easier to accept than reality.
I was driving with a wonderful friend I just met. I opened up to her a lil and I found out something I have been denying for many years. I now understand more so of why I view my...
“Ill never forget all the good times we shared as I drive down these familiar...”
Happy
Had such a wonderful day yesterday. Had dinner desert n then went dancing! Most fun I had in a long while. ^_^
Cabrones T Virus in full effect
Many things have been going on in my life. Constantly I am strengthening my resolve. I am able to see my friends more often now. Just this weekend we all hung out and had a wonderful time. I caught the flu and am terribly sick. Yet I powered through the weekend and hung out with everyone! I did semi ok in school for the spring sem. I must do better in the fall though.
I am learning to love more...