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A picture of the eclipse 2012 from the nasa.
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I am grateful for… 1. Having people help me see where I am at. I only need about 5 classes and I am finished with my BA in psychology. 2. The wonderful hot weather. I love the heat and being able to jog again. The nights are warm with that perfect cool breeze. 3. How everything falls into place. I was worried about where I will live and where I will work. Things came up and presented themselves. 4. Family, friends, God. Been here for the long run and still going strong. Thanks for making life worth living. 5. Getting phone calls or recieving a letter. I love getting phone calls. I love when I get a letter in the mail. These are simple things and feel much more personal. I just wish more people did it. Tmrw is my birthday. I recieved a few calls already and am thankful. Hearing from my dad and friends makes my heart feel warm. I feel really loved. How my life is and where it is going I do not think I would change it for anything. I feel the things happening in my life are coming together to complete a wonderful outcome. I do enjoy the texts and nice messages on fb towards my birthday. Yet getting a call or seeing people is so much better and enjoyable. All I want for my birthday is for everyone that is dear to me know that I love them. I am grateful to be around and share my life with you all. Our bonds were created for a reason and I feel I know why. Thank you for all the love and support through the years. Know I will do everything in my power to be a great friend. I leave you with this; my way of life. Laugh Often Smile Always Love Forever
I am grateful for…
1. Perfect timing. I love how things always fall into place. This weekend my cousin came up from NYC. I had nothing planned and he fit right into the schedule.
2. Visiting nostalgic places. I went to San Jose and was able to drive around to many places that hold many memories.
3. Massages. I love getting massages. They really are relaxing and good for you. Happens very rarely but I am very happy to be able to get one at least once a year.
4. MY family, friends, and God. I always think they will be there forever. They are always with me for the most part. This part ties in with the fear.
5. Having a roof over my head and food to eat on a daily basis. I know the how tough it can be out there and understand how it feels to not eat. I also know how it feels to sleep in a place that does not have a roof.
I truly am blessed to have everything that I do in my life. I read an awesome quote earlier this week. Count your blessings not your problems. My mother and father seem to be getting along which is good. Their health seems decent. My aunt’s and uncle’s health however is not doing so well. This is the basis of my fear.
My cousin is only in California for a week. He just left an hour ago and his parents live here and he is now in NYC. The stress and fear he must feel is something I can not fully imagine. Yet when I put myself in his shoes all I can think about is I wish I could stay and be there for my parents. Their time is short and I do not want to miss any time that I have left. This made me think of my parents and how I do not spend enough time with them.
Death is not something we think of too often. We always think my parents will always be there for me. I now fear the time I have left with them. I will do my best to spend more time with them. As of right now I have my own life and am very busy. I choose not to see them because of two main reasons. One is that I have to take care of myself and survive in this life that I live. Two is that I never really think of that time factor. I always think they will always be here. This will change.
I will spend more time with everyone to the best of my ability. No one is guaranteed tomorrow. My prayers go out to those in not so good health. I hope those who read this are reminded that our time with those whom are older than us is short. Please spend more time with them. Last thing I have to say is I love my parents and everyone who is close to my heart. I shall value your life and mine and do my best to make our lives a great one to be lived.
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I am very tired. I havent slept in about 24 hours now. I am starting to feel like my body is floating. Smiling right now for no reason. Super happy and feeling so free.
Ever have the question where you ask yourself is it worth it? Is this person worth my time? Am I worth other people’s time? Is life really worth living? I have had those questions many times. I still question some of them to this day. Just today I talked to a few good friends of mine and a very special person.
What I got from them is this. They are worth my time and make life worth living. They make me feel like I am worth something. Feeling accepted and loved proves that I am worth something. Some people make me think otherwise. I am very fortunate to have such great people in my life. I will make it far in this life because of the love I feel from you all. I will do my best to share my love to you 100x more which is over 9,000.
Anyone who reads this is probably someone close to me. I hope that everyone who reads this is reminded they are loved. May not seem like it at times. Just make sure you take 9 steps back and take a look. I’m sure you’ll find that you are loved. If not, reply with a photo and I’ll reply back with a nice message. < I will mean what I say in it as well! Doubt anyone will do that lol. But feel free to do so.
Take care and thanks for reading.
I swear this girl is amazing! Thank you for being the best lady in DOC… Even though you are the only lady in DOC. ^__^ Smiles all around I say!
Most of our life we seek the truth. I do my best to always be honest and true to myself and everyone around me. I am very oblivious to what is in this world. Recently I was presented with one truth which I was not in search for. At least I was not looking for this particular truth. What is true and has been presented to me all my life I learn to accept. This recent one is no different. Yes the truth can hurt and at times feel good.
No matter, I shall take this hit and continue. I will continue to be here and stay strong for everyone I care about. Fuck I do not like it when I get hit hard with the truth. I would wish for a different out come but that is not gonna happen. Thanks for the memories and sorry for the trouble. Just wish I knew what I did to make things happen and come to this conclusion for this particular chapter. Well a new one begins and lets make this a better one shall we?